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2008-03-06 - 3:11 p.m. I feel weird. I just read "Running with scissors". I feel sad that people have to go through such terrible childhood trauma. Maybe I shouldn't read those kinds of books anymore. I think I need to stick with my fun vampire fiction. It does make me wonder why some people are born into psychotic families and horrible situations and some are not. I suppose I should just be grateful that I was born into a normal family that didn't abuse me, but still I wonder why. I can't even write about fears I have in case they may come true. Is it strange to wonder what might happen when things are going so well? Why can't I just sit back and enjoy the good times. I'm always waiting....wondering...fearing. Do they make anti-doom spray? Maybe chocolate chip cookies will do the trick. | |