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2003-10-18 - 11:10 p.m. All alone Why is it that when I'm without me sweetie I seem to hear every little creak that my house spews forth? I lay in bed and try not to listen, I think of wonderful places I'd like to be, hoping that I will magically transform my thoughts into dreams. It never happens, I always have vivid multi-color nightmares. I wake up screaming into the night, usually scaring my poor Hubby half to death. I start to laugh because I'm so glad it was just a dream and because he is usually so pissed that I scared him. Now that he is gone a-huntin' I'm alone and he won't be there if I scream myself awake. So what do I do? I just don't go to sleep. I lay in bed and watch t.v. until I drift off in the early morning 2:00 maybe 3:00, later if there is something good on. I could bring my dog in, but she always decides to begin grooming herself and you can imagine how annoying the sound of a huge tongue licking can be. I have to kick her out and it always makes me feel bad for her with her big brown eyes pleading with me to let her stay. So what do I do? Show my children scary movies so they beg to sleep with me and I accept because I too am a big scaredy baby but I don't want them to know I do this big sigh thing and then say...."well...ok, but just this once" Heh,heh. I am feeling just like Dexter from "Dexter's lab" Ah em a Geeenis!!! Ok, german accents are just too hard to put to paper. Ugh, ok so I won't show them anything reeeeeaaaallly scary. I don't want them sleeping with me every night. Sheesh. | |