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2013-05-20 - 3:43 p.m. It's been so long since I've needed a quiet place to vent my frustrations. Now I'm here again to put it down in writing. Where to begin. I'm sad. There are a lot of reasons but it really boils down to my life and my family are not what I had hoped, planned and dreamed they would be. Hell, maybe I had high expectations and when I realized that it isn't what I expected the disappointment is just to great to deal with. I've never been good at dealing with disappointment but this is bigger. I feel like my world is crashing and there isn't anything I can do to fix it. So I have to put on a happy face and pretend that I am just fine. |